Creation
i am born
i love the sound of this life
it resonates
and i know i am alive

it was beautiful but it's hard to write
because i don't remember what it felt like

it's all the emotion that i put aside
to save myself from the fear inside

and now it's all mixed together
converging to one single point in space
the surrounding void
i feel it twitching in my face

i am reborn
i live in imagination
i am dead
i am creation

i live in fiction
so much to do, so much ambition
and everything is new

i live in creation
that world is real
reality isn't my world
since i've got so little there to feel

i live in a dreamstate
where diseases are my friends
a fanciful reality
where death really is the end

chasing hedonism
no end is near
some things in the mirror
are closer than they appear

but i live for one thing in this world
one motivation is clear
but she is far too sacred to mention here

and i dont care about anything else
everything can die and go to hell

the associations in my head
they won't betray me when i'm dead.

when the world burns tomorrow
life and death it's all the same
i looked at my watch and i smiled again.

i am reborn
i live in imagination
i am dead
i am creation

Sunrise Without Sleep
i'm alone with everyone
i am numb with the darkest sun

inside my head there's no regret
and i feel nothing, the pain has left
when i wait, and i wait, it just falls asleep
in some dark place inside of me

glossed over with apathy
desensitized problem free
when i'm devoid, it feels right
and i lie and i lie for just one night,
it's gone, the pain is gone.
alone, but i don't feel it

i don't care what you think of me
i don't care much about anything
but i want to change and feel the pain

i want to feel everything
the past has gone away with sleep

i change myself or numb it out
all that's left is broken now
and i can't save you until im free
of all nothing inside of me
it's gone, the pain is gone.
alone, but i need it

Fault Tolerance
and i wasn't really quite sure where to start
i had forgotten where it all began
lost a thousand memories
and was losing millions more
everything was so hazy
so hard to comprehend
but still, we were a fashion
and i told myself that if i believed it
it would never end

if only i had believed
if only i had remembered
remembered everything

then everything began to unravel
quicker than it began to start
before i knew it
we were over
one disolved into two
two disenchanted hearts

so many memories
so many faults
i thought to take it all back
but without the truths of passion
it would have been a total waste

but still...
still you were waiting
waiting for hidden meaning
waiting for anything
still you were waiting
you were waiting for me

and with you there
i dreamed a secret dream
a vision of hidden meaning
whispers forever lost..
forever lost somewhere in-between

and with you there
i screamed a secret thing
you were my forever
you were my everything

and with you there
i held all i had ever lost
i looked beyond myself
and remembered the hidden meaning
i remembered that you are still right here
and you will always be my everything

now i believe
now i remember
i remember everything

Drifting
when will you sing?
sing for me?

Fashionable Apathy
the naked emperor speaks for us all
never you worry for the truth
nevermind the distraction
because in the end it'll save us
fashion will come and save us all

the naked emperor preaches repetition
he sings lullabies of error
romantic lies of fear
and repeated lies of terror
but never you worry for the truth
because repetition is more than proof

besides, why should you worry?
you know it will save us
fashion will save us all

fashion, my saviour!
lord of profits, famine, disease
fashion won't you save me
and tell me what i need?

the naked emperor leads us to war
crying "terror! famine! fear!"
we just follow blindly
complacently at the best
but there's no need for worry
no need to consider thought
because in the end, i know it will save us
fashion will save us all

Rising To Ashes
you
are always trying to pretend
that there is time for distractions
but this is the end

burn it all away
turn to ash and flames
in the end time we'll all be the same
all my dreams are dead
there is nothing left to begin
this is the end

lying to myself
confidence in lies
with everything i have built
i can't control the way i die

burn it all away
turn to ash and flames
in the end time we'll all be the same
all my dreams are dead
there is nothing left to begin
this is the end

everything is falling apart
all my dreams are dead

burn it all away
turn to ash and flames
in the end time we'll all be the same
all my dreams are dead
there is nothing left to begin
this is the end

Blue Picket Fence
you think .. you can just sit there
point your finger
your finger of blame
point at us

we don't need your sympathy
we just need a little empathy
you just think that you can sit there

just waiting .. waiting on you
waiting on a little trust
waiting on a little faith
waiting .. waiting .. waiting
proof that you're still there
proof that you're not going anywhere

where'd you go?
you don't care
..waiting on you

you don't .. you don't care
you don't give a shit
just sit there
you just sit there
just, sit there

where'd you go?
where the fuck are you now?

we don't need
we just need
please.

Fireflies And Fudge
and there you were
glowing
radiating like the sun

right then i knew it
this is truth
this is forever

Destruction
things i created and things i destroyed
they destroyed everything since i was a boy
and i don't remember my life is a blur
and i rarely regret anyone i've hurt
if there was no salvation in the end,
would there still be this frustration with lies and death and selfishness?

everything i've done is a lie
i created this life
i know what is right, but i make the choice
i just want to create more than i destroy

i want to evolve before i die
i want to create a world thats right
i've got no reason to feel
but i'm running out of time

everything i've done is a lie
i created this life
i know what is right, but i make the choice
i just want to create more than i destroy